Monday, October 27, 2014

Why did i even bother?

Why did I bother to be bothered over things that I should not bothered and promised myself to not get bothered over every time. End of the day, what will you get? 
Nothing is appreciated because you don't bother listing and pointing out everything you have done. 
Whatever behind the scenes you have done to make things come to today is because the other party gave in and not because you done enough to exchange that.
It's so stupid anyway, teaching people how important family is, why didn't I invest my time into my children, into business, into socialising to give my family the life they use to have. 
"You gave your 100 and yet nothing came back, then you should rethink where you are putting the 100 to." Ahhh enlightenment for myself. 
Till now, he still don't get what he had said wrong and what exactly he have done is hurtful. 
Maybe some people will never know, they are just not meant to know. 
Just like how I am not meant to be bothered over certain stuff. 
Sorry bitch, being a kpo and wanting to help other people don't always give you the same outcome. 
Similarly, bitch please learn that not all parents will thank you for helping their son, 
because maybe it doesn't even seem to be enough help after all. 

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