When I Was Young

I remember when I was young, I hate business man. I hate business. I hate money. 

I thought they were the most horrible things on earth,
Where all the smiles, formalities and praises are fake. 

It's a breeding ground for greed in human.

And a killer to humanities. 

As I grow up, I got involved in this society. 

Money seems to get important. I need it for my meals.

Soon I needed it to fulfil my desires, which was set by what we call 'trends'. 

Then I grow up to realise, 

Money determines your status. It determines your popularity, It determines your friends, 

It changes your perception to how the world is, and it even starts to shape your life. 

Soon, I needed to live in this society on my own. I took up business, 

Something that used to be evil in my eyes. 

But this something evil can generate what I needed to survive 

In the fastest way. 

I realised I seem to be good at it. Logical mind, sales ideas, management skills.

I almost had it all. 

Money seems to be flowing in and I started expanding. Everything was good. 

I cannot even really remember why I hated business so much to begin with. 

I learnt.

We all conform to social norms one day.

We have to. 

It's the rule of survival. 

Three years down the road,

I decided to close down all existing business and start up with something new. 

I just started a social enterprise. I wanted to make business meaningful, 

Something that is beyond just greed. 

I want to put humanities into my business. 

I want to be the change,

the one small change in society, 

and the one small change in someone's life whenever possible. 

Despite having to conform to social norm,

I still believe that we can still make some changes,

that is socially acceptable 

to make our life a more meaningful one. 

And I will never stop trying, 

to be the changing agent in life and bring new ideas to people who really understands it. 

Belated birthday gift

Got this container of biscuit from my one and only kor for my birthday.

I'm really thankful to have him in my life and getting to know him from playing game is really a blessing. Without him, I don't even think my business is going to run as smoothly

and I can totally imagine myself being 4x lazier than how I am now. 

So glad that he finally gotten himself a seemingly really good girlfriend. 

Hopefully, he don't get two timed again for being nice.

Wishing him all the best and also hoping that I can have him in the business for many more years to come! 

Loads of happiness, Tons of stress, Zero confidence

Starting off this blog post on a happy note, 

YAY I got into a rather prestige early intervention centre that is so super near my house. Thanks to people who were all encouraging me to attend the interview and of course really thankful for the centre principle to be willing to give me a chance despite the fact that I listed down my weakness during interview. Never knew that my cheerful character was the thing that got me this job anyway. 

First day of internship is arriving. Despite all the happiness in being posted to such an awesome centre, this deal comes with a whole lot of stress for me. 

Two and a half year in this course has never been easy for me, and I did not excel in it in any way no matter what. Having another new assistant teacher who is 8 years older than me with two years experience, degree in banking and finance is not helping with the stress at all. 

But I know, no one is born to be good in everything,

we all learn through time and failures. 

And so, I'm ready for mine. To grow and learn over this three months by allowing myself to make necessary mistakes and just keep my heads up and go through the three months. 

I believe at the very end, I may not be the best in this field, 

but at least, 

I will definitely be better than I am now. 

All the best to myself!!

 A 2.6 GPA person has nothing to lose anyway. 

男人，女人

很多事，如果你是女人，你才能真正的体会。

有些痛，也只有女人才会明白。

例如: 生孩子的痛。怀胎十个月的痛。生完孩子的痛。这些痛，与复杂的心情是男人所不能理解的。毕竟，抱着这些痛，24小时照常过日子的，仍然是女人。

而女人也在日常生活中，因为想太多，想太远而头痛。男人永远不明白女人所有的顾虑，因为女人青春宝贵，男人的价值只会随着岁月的流失而增值。所以，女人不得不每天为自己的未来和日子担心，打算。也不知不觉的把每一件小事看成了得到美好未来的绊脚石，希望能把这些石头解决掉。给自己一个稳稳的未来。

而男人也一样无奈。天生比女人天真，贪玩的性格，随着时间的流逝，也被迫学着长大。有苦难言，逼近遇到问题也不能像女人一样怨天尤人，或大哭大闹。凡事，也只能往肚子里吞。但仍然要隐藏自己内心那单纯贪玩的小孩，表现得稳重大方。

所以，女人该找个思想够诚熟，能体恤你所经历的痛的男人。而男人，也该找个能让你卸下面具，放声大哭，偶尔做回小孩的女人。可能，男人和女人，就要这些，就足够了吧。

Just me and me ranting

 

Credits: KEITH LEE ZIXI

Yupp, so this is me and the forever bitchy me.

So of course, having a blog means having a place for me to rant and so this is it~ 

If seeing me rant and complain bothers you, 

Well, then too bad. 

You just lost an opportunity to know me better and 

YOU'RE WELCOME TO LEAVE. 

mehh.